Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Because like everyone on tumblr has someone they want to pull through a computer screen and probably kiss.
All of my responses to this meme with the prompts in the captions. :D
Dude, thanks for giving me a fun one. :D If I wasn’t a human space heater AND lived in Canada, I would rock turtleneck shirts under t-shirts so hard.
Late Night Musings
Do you ever have those moments when you’re left alone with your thoughts…
Those moments where you convince yourself that some of the friends you’ve made must hate you even if the more reasonable explanation of “they’re just busy” or “they’ve never taken initiative for conversation” is readily available?
Then you think, they must be indifferent because you aren’t worth the energy and emotional effort to hate? You don’t start panicking, but you just sit and make yourself sad.
And then you are left to stew so long in your self generated pit of diminished self worth that you forget none of it has actually been confirmed. You forget you didn’t fuck up as monumentally as you thought and you say things that are unintentionally hurtful. That you think your friends who you believe would never hurt anyone on purpose are hurting you because you are the one person that’s just too awful to be worth talking to or hanging out with, but at the same time, you are too sad and pathetic and clingy to cancel a friendship with.
Then they ask how you can think this. And your brain short circuits. You’re left to clutch your head and pull at your hair and cry while apologizing profusely. The cycle starts over. You know you assume the worst. You know you make everything out to be worse than it actually is.
But just because you know how your mind works, it doesn’t mean it stops working that way. Not for a second.
Let me tell you about my day.
Hell, I don’t even know how I left the house anymore. My day is a god damn mystery wrapped in miracles.
Livestream at 4:00 (PST)
Gonna be all secret projectful in here today. I’ll also actually factually take sketch suggestions and junk.
Mostly Homestucks, open for redirection~
Communication done through microphone.
Whoa. It’s been a while since I got myself to a scanner. Needling with this style on paper is fun. <3
Also I like Aradia with the poofiest hair ever. <3
Reblagged for dat Tavros/Vriska action going on there. Also cause I actually like all of these. :|
So you spend years trying to get over how insecure you are and build up the self confidence as a person who can truly be awesome when you realize you’ve build yourself up so much, you turned into the dick king.
This is why I am not allowed to let compliments go to my head, man. It’s a raging conflict between me being a decent person and me just being better than everyone. /joking statements
Basically how I feel about co-existing with my abundant self confidence.
Roxy and Dirk are the sketches for some pin ups I promised my friend as an incentive for finishing her work. Turns out it was a pretty good incentive and I am pretty psyched about finishing these (I mean, for all my talk of loving boobies, I don’t really draw them very often). I had to listen to the same K$sha song on a loop to get Bro right. :|
The rest are sketches for Truth or Darestuck. I’m glad Sarah had me resketch the Dave/Dirk penalty kiss. Also some abandoned and active sketches for upcoming asks are mixed in here too.
